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November 30, 2001

Oh, my goodness gracious. LOLOL

Oh, my goodness gracious. LOLOL Kate finally got her *nsync *n the mix DVD...we started watching it while we were decorating our little tree. Then she had to go pick up her cake, so I kept watching, mostly just the music videos. It was hysterical! Lance is SUCH a cute little spazz! There's this one bit where the camera is on in the limo, and that I'll Walk 500 Miles song comes on the radio. He, Chris and JC start singing along, very loudly and boisterously, dancing around and bopping their heads, and I haven't laughed so hard in ages. <.g> They were so cute and into it! Then I watched some music videos...You Drive Me Crazy is such an interesting video. <.g> JC writhing around, tied to a bed, Lance and Joey totally all over each other, and their eyes are so insane, it's amazing. I kept laughing throughout that one, too. (Noticing a theme? Wonder if it was supposed to be this funny. LOL I laughed more than anything while watching this.) After that, I watched the "Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays" video. It was soooooo cute!!! They were flying around in Santa's sleigh, delivering presents to all these little kids. I loved seeing them with the kids...they were awesome. And then, jeez, I don't know WHAT JC and Lance were thinking, but there's this one part where JC is standing very, very close behind Lance, both of them laughing as they're bouncing up and down, and then JC bends Lance over a little, and, yeah. LOL I was laughing from surprise that time. <.g> Much fun, all around!

So the happy cake turned

So the happy cake turned out a little bit too moist. <.g> I think there was too much pudding...I was cutting three slices to bring for Lauren, Meghan and Jill today, and they were totally falling apart. And then in the realm of possibly not too smart, I licked the knife and ate the bits that had fallen off. There was quite a bit. It's very schnappsy. LOL And I haven't eaten breakfast yet.

You know, I really don't like the women on Sports Night too much. I don't think Aaron writes well for women. CJ kicks ass on West Wing, and Donna is great, but Donna kinda wavers between intelligent and not, and CJ sometimes gets ignored. Which may be a common thing in a male-centered thing like the west wing, but I don't generally like it.

I was up until 2:30 this morning. Eeek! Went to bed shortly after that post, but stayed up to finish A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks. It was excellent...I think I'm going to get my mom a copy for Christmas. I think she would love it.

Freakiness. I found a nsync/Buffy

Freakiness. I found a nsync/Buffy crossover. Chris/Oz, Lance/Joey, JC/Justin. Primarily Chris/Oz. It's really fun, and has a totally cool plot. Once you get over the fact that Oz and the Sunnydale gang is fictional and Chris and his gang aren't. But yeah, totally cute and cool and fun, and well written. Anya is hysterical, with the "pretty, rich boys" and JC is so cute with the magick. I like.

Need sleep. Why am I awake? bad me.

November 29, 2001

Okay, seriously. How could anyone

Okay, seriously. How could anyone deny Xena and Gabby had a thing? They're always touching, hugging, holding hands, Gabby's face is buried in Xena's chest every other episode, Xena smiles all the time when she's there, it's beautiful. And obvious! I love it, love it, love it. I love watching this show.

Okay, I'm looking over my

Okay, I'm looking over my page. I'm astounded, honestly, that the base of my christmas light dividers are green. Although now I'm curious...the first one....is it blue or purple? And wow, look at the banners on my sidebar! I can see everyone in the twisly pic!! I can see Darla and Dru in homoeroticism, yay!!!! All I could ever see was darkness before!! Everything is so clear.

Ooh, damn. I loved Zander and Carly...this better be one of those stupid storylines where Zander is "keeping an eye on her" and then falls in love with her.

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Oh, WOW, Kristina sounds good...singing

Oh, WOW, Kristina sounds good...singing jazzy riffs. They have got to reopen L&B Records. I wanna hear Ned sing, wanna hear Kristina sing, wanna Lucky sing ('cause DAMN is Jacob Young good). And I think Nik is, too. Ohhhhhh, they're talking about Mae Mae! I miss her. I miss music on this show so much.

Okay....the greens on this page

Okay....the greens on this page are truly hideous. Although they're not quite olive on my screen, more of a yellow-green, so I'm probably STILL not seeing what you all do. <.g> I'm so going to have to play with this. Someone tell me when I hit forest green, or kelly green, 'cause I'm sure as hell not going to have a clue.

WHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!! I got a B

WHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!! I got a B on my last EPS exam!!! I'm so excited. Plus, I actually SPOKE in class today. Extendedly. And apparently it made sense, because the TA agreed and elaborated and got exactly what I said. <.giggle> Me being me, I was totally shaking as I talked, but I did it!

This new Alexis doesn't sigh very well. <.g> She's not that good of an actress, either, although she does look kinda like Nancy. Only less beautiful. I guess it's temporary, so only a few more days. And I'm going to be pretty lenient, given the circumstances. It's not like Nancy could give them warning that her father was going to pass away. : (

Oooh, Carly and Zander. I like. Although I still like my theory that they were brother and sister, too. So I can't in good faith go, "Oooh, how cute," until I completely rid myself of that theory. LOL This scene is REALLY helping in that manner. She's so cute and forceful with him. I could get behind them. And hey, Jax is flying a plane! Been years since we saw that. Is it too much to hope that he'll crash?

Kinda getting used to the

Kinda getting used to the light colors everywhere. My wallpaper is so weird, though! LOL The formerly greenish color is now grey, and Lance looks *really weird in one of the pictures. And then he looks yellow in another one, where it used to be golden, but the middle one now looks awesome...he has a face! It was mostly hidden in shadows before, now it can be seen. That is kinda exciting. <.g>

What's really exciting is that fmr. IL gov. Jim Edgar is speaking in my EPS class today! Wheeee!! I can't wait. Then I have to come back and write a paragraph on my definition of education, and which reform movement supprts my definition best. I'm really, really hoping it goes well and fast.

November 28, 2001

Wheeee, my favorite holiday commerical

Wheeee, my favorite holiday commerical was just on! The Hershey Kisses as bells, which I think is so cute and fun!

I so need to go to bed.

Ugh, I did it. I

Ugh, I did it. I changed my gamma/brightness level thing. I was in Kate's room, looking at MTV's nysnc flip book, and we were admiring a slashy picture of Justin and Chris they had up. (Well, I was admiring, she was hitting me, upset that she saw the slashiness. LOL) So I went back into my room to save it, and it was so dark I could barely see anything. <.sigh> So I gave in and changed the default from 1.00 which it should be, to 1.42 which is much much brighter. I can see the pictures better, see a shadow of "Chasez" on the original picture that started this all, and am kinda getting used to the huge amount of glare everything has now. <.sigh> All the colors look so weird on everything, though, and I miss the blue my wallpaper words used to be in. But at least graphics are viewable now, right?

I wanna see The Magestic.

I wanna see The Magestic. It looks fabulous, and I love Jim Carrey. He's a much better serious actor than people give him credit for. And he's cute.

Oh, wow. LOL This article

Oh, wow. LOL This article about Buffy and Spike having sex got posted to my Scullyfic list. Good heavens, that was the CUT version?! LOL I totally have to see the uncut version. <.giggle>

Dr. Kuehn is really loosening up in class these days. Monday's quote was about the cabinets. Today we had two...he was talking about how English is becoming the internation language, and ended with, "At the gain of communication, I suppose there is a loss in culture. Oh, well." We cracked UP! He was like, "Oh, dear. Oh, dear. I didn't intend to make light of it." <.g> Then, I was kinda spaced out for the first part of it, but about ten minutes later, he came out with, "You may not think it, but I'm here to tell you that an elephant and a squid have much to do with the production of speech!" I'm a little nervous to find out where that one came from. <.g>

November 27, 2001

Okay, Kate informs me that

Okay, Kate informs me that my dates here are not in forrest green, but in olive. Hmph. On her monitor, yes. On everyone else's monitor, most likely. On mine? Forrest green, I swear to God. I've got to get this changed.

Okay, so I had what

Okay, so I had what one could easily call an unproductive day today. LOL I did get some stats done, though, so yay me. But tomorrow...I need to go to all three classes and write my EPS assignment. Optional is half of my stats homework, which I'll probably do because I love the labs. Shouldn't be a problem.

But wow...my baby boy is going to be THIRTEEN tomorrow!!!! Unbelievable. Damn, I remember when he was born...mom was overdue, and we went for an ultrasound, where we learned that Josh was losing oxygen. So dad drove me to my grandparents, who lived down the block from our house, and went back to mom where she had a c-section. Then, of course, Josh had to stay in the hospital because he had two holes in his heart and was very sick. My grandparents moved into my parents' bedroom, and Erin came over for many nights. We stayed up a lot, reading and coloring and watching old movies. Every morning when I woke up, there was a present from my parents in the bathroom. One was an orange Puffalump that I still have. <.g> There was such a high, high chance that Josh was going to die, that they were trying to shield me from it and giving me happy things to remember during that time. I remember several mornings after that first week, when my grandparents had gone back home and mom was still with Josh 24/7, daddy was doing my hair, which was down past my waist at that time. We giggled SO much because he had no clue what he was doing, and would forget strands in my braid, or forget the top ponytail holder. It was fun...they did a very good job of hiding how sick Josh was from me. I really do only remember the happy things...Orangey-Orange (I was 7, all right?!), the Barbies, Erin, the first time we saw Josh. That was SO funny. My grandparents had been there to see him once before me, and Josh was a very very hairy baby. <.g> But when they took me, the nurses pointed out the WRONG baby. LOL Po was like, "What happened to all the hair?" <.g> Yeah. So we asked again, and they took us down the windows to the NICU where he was, in all his hairy, bluish glory. So yeah. That's what I remember from when my little guy was born. And now he's a few short hours away from being a teenager. Unreal.

Okay, also from the site

Okay, also from the site with the mennonite "article" comes this...nysnc's story from the official website, complete with hysterical comments and so many holes being poked in this story, it looks like swiss cheese. <.g> These people ROCK. You must read!

I found the transcript! It's

I found the transcript! It's so awesome. Lance sings!! Okay, only one line from In the Still of the Night, but I LOVE that song! And it was really interesting and fun. Like, their religions...Lance said he was very religious, which I kinda knew. Justin said he was more spiritual, which I identify most with. Chris is Lutheran, Joey is Catholic (big surprise. LOL), but JC did surprise me...he said Mennonite. That's a liberal form of Amish...I would NOT have guessed that from looking at him! I so loved Chris saying that Lance was dating him, since they were the only two unattached ones, and Justin was like, "Okay, the National Enquirer is watching now." Then, Lance was like, "I date everyone!" <.g> And I totally keep getting the impression that Lance's mom is very similar to mine. And I love my mom to death, but damn, I feel bad for him. <.g>

Oh, my GOD. This totally has to be a joke. LOL I told Kate that JC was mennonite, and she went to look up the religion because she didn't know anything about it, and I only knew the basics. She did a search for "mennonite chasez" and found that link. We were CRACKING UP!! It's totally hysterical, so go read it!

I, meanwhile, need to somehow track down a copy of this interview somewhere. <.g>

Okay, so I was reading

Okay, so I was reading an nsync fic, Chris/Lance, and it was based on Chris saying on Larry King that Lance was dating him. And I was like, how cute and totally Chris. Then I remembered they really HAD been on Larry King, and asked Kate if that really had happened. Carolyn said that it did! How totally adorable and fun! Now I gotta find a transcript and wav or MP3. <.giggle> See, they're totally helping me out with not feeling bad about reading nysnc slash...look at what they say and do! LOL

ARGH! Okay, I know my

ARGH! Okay, I know my monitor sucks. This wasn't exactly news. But today I realized just how bad it was....Kate is reading a JC story, and at the top of every page is a graphic. In her room, I admired the pretty graphic. Then I had her send me the site so I could read the story. I noticed that I'm not exactly getting the full graphic, thats how dark my monitor is. (Check out the pretty picture.) All I can see is the picture on the far left, and "joshua scott." Not the right hand pic or "chasez." I am SO ANNOYED. Not because I can't see the JC pic because it's JC, but because I can't see the full graphic. What else am I missing?!?! I'm trying so hard to adjust my color settings so I can see it. If I do some fancy work with my red, green and blues, I can see it just fine...but everything on my screen is tinted yellow, blue, neon green, purple, or any number of other colors. Or, it's just super bright and giving me a headache. Kate's computer isn't that bright, or colorful, and she sees it just fine. <.pout> I wish I knew if there was a way to fix this. I don't want to be missing graphics. And hell, who knows what the things I make look like on other people's computers! My colors are way off, and probably always have been. GRRR!!!

Okay, I had my monitor set to a super bright color (and could see "chasez," but not the picture), and returned it back to what it always was and now it seems so dark. <.g> Man. I just can't win. LOL Maybe I'd get used to the glaring brightness?

Following Kate and Carolyn, I

Following Kate and Carolyn, I added a new little bit to my sidebar...friends describing me. Kinda fun! If you want to add some words in there, leave them in a comment. <.g>

How funny...I just noticed that

How funny...I just noticed that the date for the current day on my journal is in forrest green, and every other date is in red! LOL I have no clue how I did that, but I kinda like it. <.g>

Hey, everyone! Don't forget to

Hey, everyone! Don't forget to go over to Kate's blog and wish her a very very happy 21st birthday. Yay for being legal!!! This isn't very much, but here's a little present for you anyway, dearie. Happy Birthday! {{HUGS}} Have a great day!

Wow, my computer is cranky

Wow, my computer is cranky lately! On AOL, I had to reset how I sign online, and thereby lost all of my shortcut favorites on the top bar. Then I only had, like, 5 windows open, and it started freaking out, saying that I was dangerously low in resources and I had to reboot. That happened three times yesterday, too! I can't wait to get some more ram and stuff on here next month. It desperately needs it. <.g>

I realized something icky today...my snooze button broke! The horror! I have no idea what I'm going to do. <.g> I depend on that thing. Right now, I just have both alarms set to go off, and that's the best I can do. <.sigh> I really really really want my snooze button back, though!

November 26, 2001

Deah Gott...Aarti is redoing her

Deah Gott...Aarti is redoing her sounds on AIM for when people log on and sign off. I just had to go up there and record mine..."Rina Bass!" <.cringe> And I sounded like a perfect lunatic doing it, too! LOL Oh, well. I joined Kate Chasez. ; )

So, did kinda okay on my to do list. LOL Cleaned, got this design up and ready, and organized my cabinet. So all I didn't do was Stats, which I can do tomorrow quite easily. All in all, a good day. <.g> Now to finish helping Carolyn with her archive, and head to bed. Wheeeee!!!!

Oh, heavens. LOL! I just

Oh, heavens. LOL! I just got off the phone with this publishing company who's doing an alum book for all LTHS students, from 1908-2001. So, I called and gave my information. This guy was a riot! What a sweetie. I hate phone calls, I get so nervous not knowing what to expect, but we were laughing and joking the whole time. I really enjoyed that experience. <.giggle>

1000 ways you know you're

1000 ways you know you're obsessed with Harry Potter. Sadly, some of them *are true for me. <.g> There really are a lot of fun and creative ones on there, though! LOL

Okay, now it looks almost

Okay, now it looks almost exactly how I imagined it. Wheeee! Thanks to my Lady K, I learned a lot and made this look somewhat pretty. Yay!! I think I'm going to put on my pretty music I downloaded last night and straighten my room a bit before copying Stats. I may be weird (okay, no, I know that I am), but I like cleaning up, especially with music on. Music makes the whole thing relaxing, and just the act of cleaning makes me feel better because I get so freaky and claustrophobic whenever there are piles around me. Don't care if those piles are jammed into drawers or closets as long as I don't see them. LOL

Okay, definitely needs some help.

Okay, definitely needs some help. Ignore all the, uh, wrong things. LOL Desperately trying to fix them, wish me luck!

"Okay, today I'm going to

"Okay, today I'm going to close class with this picture of a cabinet." Yes, those words were spoken in my class today. <.g> Physiology, to be specific. Gotta love Dr. Kuehn. LOL He really did end class with the picture of a cabinet, and was quite serious about it. <.giggle>

I got my poster up, with a great deal of help from Aarti, so now my wall doesn't look naked. <.g> It's been blank all semester, and it was sad. Now it's pretty. Of course, my bed's a mess, so I should clean that up. It's starting to drive me nuts, seeing it all every time I look at the pretty boys on my wall. LOL

This is a rather easy week. Today's schedule has fun fun things on it! Like, upload a holiday design here (I'm sure Krissy's will be back up in January, though. <.g> Mine designs pale to hers!), and start a silver snowflake design for chasing-rainbows. Then of course, there's also clean up my room, arrange my food cabinet, and copy at least one Stats chapter that I missed. <.g> Not too bad at all, right?

November 25, 2001

Okay, audiogalaxy doesn't seem to

Okay, audiogalaxy doesn't seem to like me anymore. But I discovered Kazaa which is awesome! I downloaded the nsync/Tim McGraw "Stand by Me/Fire and Rain/Lean on Me" medley that had Lance's solo (now to cut out the other songs to leave Lance's lovely Lean on Me), two Michelle Branch songs (Everywhere and Goodbye to You, which was on Buffy two weeks ago when Tara and Giles were leaving), and U2's Stuck in a Moment. Wheeeeee!!!!!!!

Okay now to read and help edit an...ahem...interesting part of my favorte nsync story, In Every Dream, which has FINALLY been posted!!!! Go read, people! And feedback her! Just don't be fooled by the notes on the main page. <.giggle>

Found a great new HP

Found a great new HP story....No Defense of You. It's Hermione/Fleur, and actually has a real, honest to God plot that is interesting and cool. Fleur is a teacher at Hogwarts, and as a veela, needs to find herself a mate, but there's a catch...her mate is the one who is completely immune to her wiles and is rather indifferent to her, or dislikes her at the start. Enter Hermione. LOL Only two parts written so far, but they're good! She also writes Buffy slash, and anime stuff. You can read it all at the above link.

Oh, I forgot to mention

Oh, I forgot to mention the other fun stuff!! I got my Jennie-tape yesterday, and mom, as promised, watched the Buffy musical with me. It was hysterical! She was talking about how she didn't want to like this show, or anything, but then she would start laughing at parts, and by the end, she was singing along. It was the third time she had seen the last 20 minutes, but the first time for the first 50, so she was excited that the end finally made sense. <.g> She was completely horrified, and made sure to tell me so in no uncertain terms, but is also now a Buffy fan. Whoooo! LOL As for me, I LOVED the episode. Those 8 minutes make the episode actually make sense! LOL The dialogue really, really, really needed to be in there. I also finally heard the "curtain closes on a kiss" line which made me smile SO much! Wheeeee! <.g>

Okay, now off to audiogalaxy to find a copy of Lance's solo. <.giggle>

I'm baa-aack! Complete with photos.

I'm baa-aack! <.g> Complete with photos. I finally finished the Lance roll. Sadly, the Lance ones barely came out. "See that grey blob? No, that's the wall. Over...over...yeah! That's Lance." LOL Oh, well. *I* know where he is!

Speaking of Lance......he got a SOLO!!!!!! I watched Friday's CBS concert, and was well rewarded. He had a SOLO!!! Like, his second ever. And it was on one of my long time favorite songs, Lean on Me. Oh, how I love his voice!! And they showed him a lot during the concert, which made me silly-happy. Most notably during Bye Bye Bye when he was the one the camera focused on for the crotch grab. I loved it!! Especially how he quickly looked over his shoulder with this look of, "Oh, my God, did I do that? Was I supposed to do that?" LOL Hey, the little things make me happy, okay? (All right, when I was reading through this to check for typos, I realized that I may want to clarify that I don't think Lance is in any way "little," okay? <.g>)

So, I also got pictures scanned and sized. So here we go. In alphabetical order. <.giggle>
Alice attacking me (Beach house, June)
Me, Aarti, and Kate before we left for Lance (Oct)
Josh doing Bye Bye Bye (Nov)
Josh doing his dance to Green Tambourine (Nov)
Josh sleeping (July)
Kate and Aarti dancing to Pop (Kate's the one wearing the nysnc watch) (Nov)
Liesl (July)
Po and Grammy, me and Grandma Calahan (Easter 1998)
me and Po (St. Paddy's Day 2001)
me and Gen (I'm the one wearing the nysnc watch) (Oct)

There ya go! Like 'em? : )

Okay, time to start putting stuff away. I'll be stepping over Kate's pile o' presents until Tuesday, but I can put away my Christmas videos and books, and put up my (I can't believe I bought this) nysnc poster. <.giggle>

November 21, 2001

Oh, can't believe I forgot!!!

Oh, can't believe I forgot!!! This is THE hottest pic of Amber Benson I have ever seen. Words escape me. *drool* Hot sexy Tara...yum!

And Kate tells me that Joey shaved his head, as seen on TRL yesterday. EEEEK!!! The man has a big, fat head...he needs all that hair. LOL *Justin was the one who was supposed to shave his head, damn it. LOL Oh, well. It may grow on me, right? I'll look for pictures to post later.

I had such a good

I had such a good day yesterday! I was a little worried I wouldn't, because last year yesterday was the day I went on anti-depressants and my granndfather was diagnosed with esophageal cancer, neither of which lent themselves to a stellar day. I was sad for my grandfather, but he's really kinda holding his own these days. Feeding tube, 4000 calories a day, and he's actually up to 118 pounds! Granted, a year ago, he was 270, but this summer he was well past 110. You gotta take what you can. : )

But I decided to try and make yesterday fun for me, and it was! I spent my morning in the kindergarten, which was AWESOME. Oh, I love doing that. Poor mom, every time I come back, she's worried I'm going to change my major. Wish I had the courage to do that, honestly, but I don't. So she has nothing to worry about, really. But Ruth was totally bragging on me to */everyone, it was so funny. she's seen me working with kids for about 4 years now, so she can see how I've grown. And she was so excited that after I finished reading them a book (Twas the Night Before Thanksgiving...everyone with kids MUST read this. It's hysterical!! I almost burst into laughter with the names of the turkeys.), I just asked how much longer we had until the feast and started a new activity on the rug. She was like, "You're a teacher! You've grown into a teacher!" LOL

Then we went to Josh's audiology appt, which was fun! He did an amazing job with all the tests. And yes, I was totally able to understand and translate the results. Wheee!!

Mom and dad went out to dinner, but I caught most of BUffy. It was, to say the least, very disturbing. Very very disturbing. I'll post at Bite Me later. (I'm sneaking this in while they're at the doctor with Josh...this could end at any moment. LOL) I also learned that Josh's TV can kinda get SHowtime...perfect audio, with limited clarity of screen. But I could definitely see what was happening. SO I watched Queer as FOlk. LOL MEl and Linds had just broken up, and Justin was starting the gay/straight student alliance club. Very cool! I wanna SEE that show, damn it!!

Well, better get ready for my day. G-W is so exciting...they keep posting so much! We're up to nearly 300 posts already. I love it. <.g>

November 19, 2001

I'm probably going to send

I'm probably going to send up starting every post from home like this, but...I LOVE my brother!! LOL He cracks me up. Mom and I decided that today, we were going to teach him about music CDs. We've been hesitating because of the confusion we thought he would have since they look just like CD-ROMs, obviously. He did SO well, though!! We started out with Bye Bye Bye, but the minute he realized he could change CDs, he did. LOL Wai-Lana, Madeline, and Elmopalooza were his other ones. So, a few hours later, I was trying to get him to put on Bye Bye Bye again. He shook his head no, and pointed for me to leave. Fine. I did. LOL About 20 minutes later, I leaned over the railing to check on him, and saw that he was putting in nysnc!! He listened to the whole song, dancing away, grinning, and then started rewinding. Mom and I were confused...until he picked up his watch!! He then brought the CD to the chorus, and started the watch so they were singing the same parts at the same time! It was SO awesome!! We're really proud of how well he's been handling it today. : )

Hmmm, what else happened today? I know there were more cute Josh moments, but I'm blanking. <.g> Didn't really do much else...tomorrow I'm going to spend my morning in the kindergarten. Such fun! I'm looking forward to it. Granger-weasley hit 206 members, who have posted 268 times so far this month (a group record!!), whcih makes me very happy...I've never had a list this successful before! Tomorrow's Danielle's 17th birthday, so I have to send her something. I didn't last year.

I think I should probably head to bed soon...early morning with my kidlets for a Thanksgiving feast of crackers and raisins! Wheee!

November 18, 2001

Warning: This keyboard sucks. Josh

Warning: This keyboard sucks. Josh has spilled much into and onto it. Beware. LOL

Home's been okay so far! I love my brother so much. He is So cute! And he's so obssessed with his nysnc watch. <.giggle> He seriously carries it everywhere. He won't leave the house unless he has it with him, and he's constantly playing the song. He also already taught himself how to do the arm movements for Bye BYe Bye...I'm gonna snap a picture of it (8 left on the roll until Lance!) and if it comes out well, post it. <.giggle> He also learned how to press the buttons so he can hear the whole song, and, to my parents' delight, learned how to set the alarm. Which, BTW, plays the whole song through until you turn it off. My parents learned this because Josh has a habit of setting it to, like, 2 or 3 am. And if they don't take the watch away and unset it after he falls asleep, it will end up falling between the wall and bed. Josh sleeps right through the songs. Mom and Dad do not. LOL Tomorrow, we introduce Josh to his first CD...No Strings Attached, of course! Good thing the only song he knows, Bye BYe BYe, is the first one. LOL Oh, cute wallpaper that Kate just sent....Rolling Stone cover shots. I love that cHris was the only one to pick a color (purple, his favorite), and JC actually looks really nice. JOey's just plain adorable. LOL

We're gonna try and see HP tomorrow, instead of MOnsters Inc. Dad doesn't want to see HP, but does want to see MI, so we'll see that Thursday. Mom and I are a bit worried about how JOsh will handle the long, dark movie, but it's worth a shot, I guess. Can't wait to see it again. : )

Kinda watching XF, now. They mentioned Mulder, so at least they aren't completely ignoring his presence! COuld be worse.

November 16, 2001

I saw Harry Potter! I

I saw Harry Potter! I saw Harry Potter!!

I don't want to spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen it yet...I'm going to give some vague impressions here. I think I'm going to write up a more detailed thing later, maybe after I see it again on Thursday. Then I'll make a page for it, and link it from here. I think that'll work best.

It was *wonderful. They cut things I wanted to see, including my favorite line, and minimized the roles of certain characters I very much wanted to see. It lacked some of the magic of the books, but I didn't expect it to. It couldn't possibly. But I think it came as close as it could. Also....as a Ron/Hermione fan, I was really rather ecstatic with certain bits. : ) : ) : ) Bodes very very well for future books, I believe.

OKay, time to finish packing. I just need to collect some tapes and books to bring home, set my VCR to record Xena and Picket Fences, and straighten up my room so it's nice when I come back. We're leaving in 90 minutes, I think I can do that.

but first I need to head to audiogalaxy and download the things Gen is recommending..."Sounds of Spike" and "Willow and Buffy." The first is Spike quotes over a "nifty song" and the second is a reading of a...racy...W/B story. <.giggle>

November 15, 2001

Christians, beware! Harry Potter is

Christians, beware! Harry Potter is encouraging homosexuality and Satanism. Apparently, Flitwick was pairing off Harry and Seamus in more ways than one. Geez, wish I had a school like that. I could use some help.

Done! Sucks and short, but

Done! Sucks and short, but done. Wheeee!!

And yay Leo for FINALLY ditching Laura. Man, she's an obnoxious twit. But I'm not sure I want him with Greenlee, either! LOL I like Jake and Greenlee, damn it. And now that Frankie's on the scene, I want her with Bianca, not Laura anymore. <.g> Such fun.

Quarter of a page, half

Quarter of a page, half a page, full page....it's all the same, right?

Maybe one more paragraph. Jeez, I have NOTHING to say here! LOL

Well, I had my lang

Well, I had my lang dev done by 9:30. I even did the revision for extra credit. EPS, however....I just don't want to write it. I mean, I have opinions on tracking, I know that I do. It seems that the times I have strong opinions are the times that I can't get myself to write. <.g> Plus, I forget what the democratic ideal is. So if/when this does get written, it's probably going to be missing that part of the assignment. LOL UGH! I just need to sit down and write this. Just get it DONE. Right? Urgh.

Man, I am STILL so

Man, I am STILL so tired. At least next week will be good for that. <.giggle> Get to sleep in some days, all that fun stuff.

So, I flaked out yesterday. LOL Well, not entirely...since I had done 75% of the lang dev project before our meeting, we were done by 9:45 and I was able to come back and watch all of Xena with Biz. YAY!!!! It was SUCH a great episode. Lucy Lawless was made for the 1940s look. And my Oxygen comments told me the episodes that they were flashing back to, which came greatly in handy. <.giggle> But yeah...outside of that, did nothing. So this morning, I need to write a paragraph or so on tracking, and a little paragraph analyzing the little's girls morphemes and MLUs for the project. Shouldn't take too long, really. I hope not, anyway!! LOL

Gosh, I can't believe the HP movie is already coming out tomorrow. I've been waiting for SO LONG. Back in May, I thought November was so far away. In some cases, I still wish November was far away. LOL But geez, I hope the movie lives up to the hype. I've only heard great things from friends who already saw it, and I love the clips I've seen. So it *should be good. But there's always that chance. LOL

November 14, 2001

Kate posted a nifty quiz....Which

Kate posted a nifty quiz....Which Sesame Street character are you?. This is me:

You are ELMO. You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.

Hmmm. LOL I'm not sure how true that is. I'd LIKE it to be true, how's that? LOL I was one point away from Zoe, who I think is more like me. Go take the test and see who you are!

Okay, so the test could

Okay, so the test could have gone better. <.g> I knew a lot, but the test didn't quite ask me about what I knew. LOL I think I knew many things, though, and might have gotten a C. Wheee!

Watching the HP Rosie with Aarti...it's so fun! Poor Daniel got pretty scared by Rosie's exuberance, but Emma and Rupert were adorable. At one point, Rosie asked Emma if it was true if she had plyayed jokes on the boys on set. She turned to Rupert, who was next to her, and he leaned far away, crying, "I didn't say anything! I didn't say anything!" LOL!! Cracked me up!!

Okay, must write a page on tracking today, and get started on morphemes for lang dev. Wheee.

OH!!!!! Casey had the chance

OH!!!!! Casey had the chance to be on Conan O'Brien's show, but turned the position down to work on the tiny sports show with Dan five years ago. And that was what really was the beginning of the end for Casey and his wife Lisa. Casey put Dan before everyone! How sweet!

Isaac is likening Dan and Casey's relationship to his own marriage to his wife. <.g> Very cool.

40 minutes until I have to leave....ack....

Awwwww, it's Dan and Casey's

Awwwww, it's Dan and Casey's anniversary, but Casey didn't remember, even though it was one of Dan's most important days. Dan's very sad. Oh, awww, Dan remembers what Casey was wearing, even. LOL

Casey: When we were in Minneapolis, did we do anything untoward?
Dan: Do you mean, did we get married?
Casey: Yeah.
Dan: Then no.
Oooh, wonder what they did that *was untoward that didn't involve marriage. <.giggle> I do love them. They are so slashy. Even the show admits it every now and again. ("You sang Happy Birthday to your partner on air, Dan. Some people find that vaguely gay, but I think it's sweet.")

I really am studying, though. Just with Sports Night on. I think I'm doing good. I hope I'm doing good. <.sigh> Only an hour before I have to leave. Eeek! I wanna do well, I wanna do well...

Oh! Forgot to mention -

Oh! Forgot to mention - we got our HP tickets!!!! 12:30 showing. I am SOOOO excited! Not only have I been waiting all these months to see it, but this will be the first time that I get to see a movie on opening day. Wheeee!

Oh, and Xena rocked last night. I love Christmas (Solstice <.g>) episodes! Sinteclese making toys. <.giggle> I can't wait for tonight's! Yay!!

Okay, g-w topic posted (I know you'll love it, Miggie. <.g>), time to get going. Oh, I don't wanna study. <.sigh> Bad test, bad test, bad test. <.sigh>

I'm sure Kate will find

I'm sure Kate will find picture to upload, but yes, Miggie, JC was wearing tight red leatherish pants with a very clingy and tight black shirt. <.g> See, he was standing next to Lance (who was in black leather pants, black jacket and sparkly silver shirt), so I wasn't paying *that much attention to him. <.g> Sorry. Joey's hair looked nice, though, and Chris is a cutie pie.

I'm so worried about my test today. <.whimper> Although I had thought I didn't know things and then started listing it all out to poor Kate while we were working out this morning. So obviously some things sunk in, huh? <.g> Sorry, Kate. LOL I just hope a lot sunk in. When Kate's out of the bathroom, I'll take a fast shower and start studying. <.sigh> So nervous....

November 13, 2001

You know, classes can really

You know, classes can really put a cramp in my schedule. ; ) Ah, well. I did my lab, now I'm watching Christmas in Connecticut on TCM - first Christmas movie I've seen this season. AHHH! LOL But I'm leaving in ten minutes for my lab. But hey, it's only 25 minutes today, so I'll live. <.g>

I came in at a GREAT time for Xena!! They air it three times a day - 10am, 5pm and 10pm. And tonight's 10pm is A Solstice Carol, which is obviously their Christmas ep. <.giggle> Tomorrow is Xena Scrolls, which I am SOOOO excited about. Biz is gonna dig up her tape so we can watch together! It's set in the 1940s, with the descendents of Xena, Gabrielle and Joxer reading the ancient scrolls. How perfectly me is that? LOL

But first, I will do some major studying. And watching of nsync on Michael Jackson's special. ; ) But much studying.

LOL! I just watched Rupert

LOL! I just watched Rupert and Emma on the Today Show....they are so cute! I don't think Rupert was quite awake. In the teaser, Emma was smiling brightly and Rupert just looked dazed. Katie encouraged him to smile, and it took a few seconds before the words reached his brain. LOL Poor kid. <.g> Anyway, they were so fun and cute, and I can't WAIT to see the movie!!

Ooooh, Marlee Matlin on Picket Fences! Laurie, the Dancing Bandit. I love her so much.

Okay, class at 1. Must do the lab this morning. But lab is only 25 minutes today. Wheee! Then back here to study and watch TRL for Dan, then set it to record while I go to Lang Dev. But first, shower time so I can watch Jon Stewart....I love his views on the newspeople yesterday who kept trying to convince us that it was an act of terrorism. ::shakes head::

November 12, 2001

Reblogger hasn't been working, so

Reblogger hasn't been working, so Kate and I switched to Blog Back. I'm still working on the customizations. <.giggle> But meanwhile, leave me comments!!! LOL

LOL!! Sean Biggerstaff plays Oliver

LOL!! Sean Biggerstaff plays Oliver Wood in the HP movies....he's SO cute. And, to my great relief, legal. Barely. But he's 18, so that makes him fair game. <.g> Anyway, this is from an interview:

16: Anything you'd like the readers to know?
Sean: I've got dashing good looks and I'm single!

LOL!! How fun is that? <.g>

I so suck at studying.

I so suck at studying. I can never concentrate when I don't have something concrete to do. Probably because I never *had to study before college, really. I still don't have to study very often, to be honest. I just read over notes a few times and head out. 95% of the time, that means I get a B, and I go on my merry way. Works less well when it comes to these science based classes in my major, though, but I still don't study. I don't think I even really know how. Anyone have pointers? I want to do well in my classes, I really do. I just have to make myself work at it, something I'm less prone to do.

Like now. I have my notes spread across my bed, but what am I doing? Watching Xena. I love Xena. It's on Oxygen now, and that channel has this black strip across the bottom, like widescreen only just at the bottom. They put these fun comments in there throughout the show. (Gabrielle wakes up Xena): "Don't you wish you're hair looked that neat when you woke up?" (Xena wakes up from a dream within a dream within a dream): "Is this one for real?...Looks like it." (Gabrielle comes up behind Xena to hug her): "Aww, that's so cute." LOL It's so much fun. Hmmm. Anyone wanna rec some good Xena/Gabrielle slash? Or Joxer stories? He's rather cute. Looks kinda like Josh Charles, I think.

Okay, I think I'm actually going to go away from the computer and study now. With Xena on, natch. Baby steps. <.g> But if I study until 6:30 or maybe 7, I can have dinner then. That's good insentive!

At 8:30, I turned on

At 8:30, I turned on NBC to see if Katie was interviewing Dan Radcliffe yet. I saw a lovely sunrise shot of Queens, NY and assumed that they were showing us a shot of New York as they headed into a new segment. So I turned it off, got my tape ready for today. I turned it back on 15 minutes later to see if he was on yet, and saw the same picture of Queens. This time I noticed the smoke. My stomach dropped when I saw "all New York airports closed" written beneath it. All I could think was, "Oh, God, not again." That's not supposed to be my first thought. All these people died, the crash was in a residential area near people that I know...these are horrific things on their own. I should be upset for them. I shouldn't be terrified that people are trying to hurt my country again, that there's an even greater bad thing happening than the loss of these people.

New York City has been closed down once again, just like it was two months ago yesterday. I have to go check on my New York friends...Lydia has been very nervous about everything since the attacks, and she lives on Long Island. She must be hysterical by now.

Whooo! I got a very

Whooo! I got a very solid B on my Stats test. Now that I know that, coud I go back to bed? *eyes bed speculatively* Hmmm. <.g>

Okay, NONE of my shows are on today! TNN is airing an infomercial and Hallmark is showing Bewitched. GRRRRRRRRRR. How annoying indeed.

XF premiere was last night. It was...it wasn't the show that I loved. I very much like Reyes, however, and Doggett and Skinner remain adorable. But Chris Carter did NOT have to make Mulder leave. Especially not 48 hours after he and Scully kissed while holding their baby together. I also don't like that William isn't normal. William should be 100% normal, none of this making the mobile spin while screaming with eerie music playing. I hate that. I don't understand why Mulder couldn't have just stayed home to take care of the baby, and we just didn't see it. <.sigh> How hard is that? Get his stunt double to do a few scenes from the back, you know? Very disappointing. I stand by my decision to not tape, and I can't guarantee that I'll watch every episode. I truly wish that Gillian's contract was over, and she and Mulder could have left together. Then I could enjoy this season more.

Today, I really MUST study for audiology. I reviewed my four pages of notes yesterday before curling up for a two hour nap. Really felt icky - I even kinda dropped off during XF last night. Whoops. So, yes, study. And Kate and I should probably be doing something about having a place to live next year. <.g> So those are my goals.

Ooh, Picket Fences is on now. Wheee! Let's see if I can figure out what episode it is...ooh, there's the stupid therapist dude. Yech. Didn't like him.

November 11, 2001

This is hysterical....I'm watching Katie

This is hysterical....I'm watching Katie Couric's Harry Potter special. She's going around King's Crossing train station and asking random people there how to get to Platform 9 3/4s. <.giggle> I am SO excited about this! She was the only reporter to go behind the scenes, and the only person able to bring a camera with.

Ooooh, Jo Rowling wrote a special bit for the movie, dealing with Harry's past. Wheee!

Wow, HP is really starting

Wow, HP is really starting to get promoted in America now! Daniel Radcliffe will be on David Letterman Monday and TRL on Tuesday, while Emma Watson and Rupert Grint (they're being promoted together! ; )) are on the Today show. LOL Should be pretty fun.

I started working on a holiday design for over here last night. LOL I just have one question - can anyone teach me how to put a box around tables? Like the sidebar and main table, specifically? That would help greatly. <.g> I'm kinda excited - I didn't do a holiday design over here last year, even though I started blogging in December. Oh, but I realized that it would be hard to use last years c-r design again, even though I actually still have it saved, since I dropped AH from the main page and added in HP. Hmmmm. But maybe I can ignore that for a few weeks. LOL We'll see how my schedule goes, I guess!

November 10, 2001

Okay, posted my extremely detailed

Okay, posted my extremely detailed and longwinded thoughts about Once More With Feeling over at Bite me. Enjoy! LOL

Even knowing that things were

Even knowing that things were cut, it was a fabulous episode. I'm rewinding to watch again. LOL Xander and Anya are still my favorite - I loved his Cary Grant vibe. <.giggle> Spike was amazing, the kiss was great, and it adds SO much to Tara's song to see her singing it. And the end, that was way more suggestive than even the lyrics. I LOVED it! LOL Made me smile so big. The whole episode did, really. Did make me sad that one of my favorite lines got cut, though...Xander asking if this meant he had to go be the queen, and the demon saying it was tempting but no. That totally should have stayed in. But I'm glad Tara's "I'm cured! I want the boys!" got to stay in, because that made me laugh so hard, as did Xander and Anya trying to complain to Giles about their song. <.giggle> Thank God for Jennie!!!

Off to watch again now. <.giggle>

Fuck UPN. They're punishing me

Fuck UPN. They're punishing me for getting a higher education, not showing me the full Buffy musical. <.pout> This is blatant discrimination. Thank God for Jennie copying her original one.

Oh, my goodness....I just realized.

Oh, my goodness....I just realized. I can put up my holiday design soon!! Not here, probably, unless I find a super cute and sweet template, but definitely at chasing-rainbows. Hmmmm....what to do this year? I really liked last years, and Krissy always does better than I can. So maybe I'll just reuse that. Especially since I just had an idea for a cute candy cane design here. <.giggle> Oh, well. ONE of my sites will look Christmassy soon enough. : )

I DID it!!! I finished

I DID it!!! I finished that godawful form for Jill. Only took me about 3 hours. But now I've GOT to get up and away from my computer. LOL I'm dizzy for staring at the black on white for so long, and my shoulders ache from hunching over trying to type everything and figure out how to make the spaces look prettier. <.g>

LOL!! I'm listening to the

LOL!! I'm listening to the Who's on First routine. It's cracking me up. <.g>

Oooh, an Angelina Jolie movie is on next...True Women? I think Annabeth Gish is in it too. I can't believe XF is premeiring tomorrow. And that I won't even be taping it! It just isn't going to be the same. But maybe it'll still be a good show.

So, what have I done today? Talked with Jennie and Carol. Did stats. Vacuumed. Ate lunch. Now I just have to finish cleaning, start studying, and work on Jill's form. And count down until Buffy! 6 hours and 18 minutes, by my clock. LOL

This is an amazing Anya

This is an amazing Anya POV story about Joyce's wake. It's so perfect. I think it's heading into that little place in my mind of "this is canon, we just didn't see it."

I watched Blue's Clues this

I watched Blue's Clues this morning. <.giggle> Mr. Salt and Mrs. Pepper had a new baby boy that his big sister, Paprika, got to name. His name? Cinnamon. <.g> I do like that show. Plus, it was good that I watched - mom, Erin and I decided that we're going to drop Josh's signs. He does such approximations, and makes up others, and no one outside of his family and friends knows what he's saying! So we're going to go with universal gestures. And if you've ever seen Blue's Clues, you know that Steve is all about gestures. <.g> Some are signs, but most aren't. So I'm going to tell mom to watch a few episodes and make notes of what Steve does. I think it'll help!

So, what do I have to do today? Clean a little bit, work on Jill's stupid INAAC form, do at least my Stats lab, and start studying for Audiology. Pretty manageable. If I clean and do the lab this morning, it'll be even more manageable.

November 09, 2001

Okay, great. So I kept

Okay, great. So I kept reading Dancing Lessons. I knew it wasn't smart, but I did anyway, because I was hooked. Now it's not done, I'm left hanging, and really depressed and upset. Stupid story. It's like Ebony's Ron/Hermione story Lost in Paradise, or whatever it's called. Brilliant story, engages you immediately, but leaves me highly depressed. I never finished that one. I think I might finish this one, though. There's a chance I might like the ending. I have to like the ending. Please let them write an okay ending...

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! This is what Joss

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! This is what Joss said was cut to make the episode fit into an hour, what I fear I'm seeing tomorrow:

The short version will air I think a week from fri -- it was hell to do, but we pulled out "If Were together" entirely, plus a verse from spike and a verse from "Walk through the fire". Plus a messload of dialogue, the overture and Dawn's Ballet. All gone. So tonight -- and the inevitable if very far off DVD are the real versions of the show. The rerun is kind of like highlights.
Hopefully it still plays as a dramatic piece though, not a hodgepodge

Which is the "If We're Together"?? Is that the part of what can't we defeat, at the beginning, after the theories? They can't cut that! That's vital! And how could they cut any of Spike?? And the Ballet?? I wanted to see that!! I don't want HIGHLIGHTS, I want my damn episode! Who taped it? Anyone? LOL

Okay, this freaking SUCKS. I've

Okay, this freaking SUCKS. I've been reading the Spike/Buffy story Dancing Lessons for the past few days. The first story is 15 parts, the second is a series, 15 episodes. I freaked at the end of the first story, but continued on in case they fixed what I felt was a grievous error. No. But it was okay, because it led to some really fascinating things. Now this, though. THIS is it. This may be the end of the freaking line. I do not LIKE this story any more. At ALL. This is the second time they did this, and I don't know how much more I can take! ARGH!

Oh, forgot the other way

Oh, forgot the other way cool thing that mom and I talked about. Josh's annual audiology appointment is November 20, while I'm home. He's gone to see the same ones for many years now. And mom's going to ask Maureen if I can be in the booth with her while she gives the test! In my audiology class this sem, I learned how to give all the tests, plus read the results and graphs. Now I'll be able to put what I learned to work! I'm really excited about that. <.g>

It's so COLD! LOL Sarah and Tony finally left, so I went downstairs for dinner. Wanted something warm, ending up making my mexican munch ole. Going through recipe books while it heated up, I came up with a new ingredient - worchesire sauce. It made it very very yummy. <.g>

Watching ER now, since I was at my test. It's pretty good. I like Corday's mystery, I wish Roger and Peter would just move in together and share Reese, I want Kerry to come back soon - why don't they even mention her when she's away?, and Grace and Carter werre very interesting. Can't wait to see Susan and Carter.

My brother is SO cute.

My brother is SO cute. LOL Mom just called, and we had a super fun conversation. His new SLP started today, and mom was demonstrating for her what Josh can do. One of their speech things is show and tell - Josh picks an item and answers questions about it. What did he choose today? His nsync watch!!! He's so adorable, I swear. Erin's first question was, "What is that?" and he said NSYNC. Okay, granted, mom had to later pronounciation exception it, but he's obviously been paying attention to the watch if he knew how to spell that. LOL The he said NSYNC WATCH DANCE. <.g> He was trying to tell Erin about how the guys dance on the watch face. LOL I so have to teach him how to do the Bye Bye Bye dance. Not the jumping parts - his right knee is getting very bad now. Like surgery in March bad. So even though I know he'd love to jump like them, he'll have to be content with waving his arms. I know he'll love that too, though. <.g> He's such a cutie pie.

Mom and I also watched the end of GH together. At the end, we realized that Luke and Laura need to get back together. So, we decided Scotty should end up with Bobbie again, and Felicia should be with Jax. I think that could be fun! It was her idea, and it made me giggle since I wrote a GH story with Jax and Felicia's sister. LOL But I'd like to see them - see him with the girls, and see how Mac responds to Jax being with his family. Definitely some interesting tensions possible.

I just had the most

I just had the most lovely lunch! I made a grilled cheese sandwich (with a pickle, of course), some potato soup, and my special hot chocolate recipe. All on the stove, and I burned nothing. LOL Then I dragged my CD player to the top of the stairs and (silly me!) put on a Christmas CD. <.giggle> Then I curled up at the kitchen table with my copy of Gone with the Wind, ate my lunch, drank my cocoa from my Harry Potter mug and listened to Christmas songs. Makes me so happy!! No one else is here, and it felt so good to be alone and doing something special to make myself happy. I never have the time to cook for myself, or eat lesiurely, and I really loved doing it today. So I'm a happy Rina!

Kate and Aarti are leaving

Kate and Aarti are leaving in a few minutes. : ( Kate's going home and taking Aarti with her. That makes me sad - I'll be here alone with Sarah only this weekend!! Eeeek!! Maybe I'll track Damien down and force him to come over and watch Buffy with me on Saturday. He's only seen a few episodes this season, but this is a don't miss, don't you think?

MYV is doing brand new Pop songs now - On the Line was on when I woke up this morning, and O-Town is on now. I don't exactly mind their song. LOL I'm keeping it on in hopes that the Buffy video will be considered pop music.

HEY!!! one week until Harry Potter!!

Blurgh!!! I woke up at

Blurgh!!! I woke up at 6:30 today and went downstairs. Kate decided to learn Pop. LOL I think that should be our Friday treat. <.g> But I learned the first 30 seconds, and now I'm hot and kinda awake. Well, I suppose if I got back into bed, I wouldn't be so awake, so maybe that's what I should do? Yeah, I think so.

Wonder if I'll get out for class?

November 08, 2001

Woo-hoo!!!! Kate figured out how

Woo-hoo!!!! Kate figured out how to link to pictures she uploaded, and how to link to a previous message! <.g> I'm so proud. LOL And the pictures are really awesome, too, if only a little big. <.giggle>

Stats test went AWESOMELY!!! WHOOOOO!!!! I'm so excited. I knew so much! I don't think I did as well as the previous two, but I bet I got a B. I just crammed the formulas into my short term memory, and scribbled them on the exam the moment I got it. I missed one, the SE of averages, but that was only about 5 points. <.g> So I'm feeling totally positive right now. The quiz went way less well, but even though I flubbed half of the written and all of the trachea, I got nearly all of the skull labels right. So that should balance somehow. LOL

MA and I were supposed to play Literati, but she got tired. So I recruited Kate, who's having major Yahoo issues. So I guess I'll try and find someone else. Anyone up for a game?!

I hate formulas. I don't

I hate formulas. I don't know these. ARGH! Okay. Let's see what I can remember.

EV=n(avg)
SEsum=Sq. root n (SD)
SE%=SD/sq.root nx100%

Well, it's not much. But that should get me through a few scary problems. I wish I knew more. I know I can do normal approximations. I can do some box things, and averages. Sampling, too. Possibly even confidence intervals (95% is 2 SEs). Maybe I can do this. I can sure as hell give it my best shot, anyway.

I think I know less

I think I know less now than when I started to study. Oh, my God, I am SO going to fail. I've been so busy with the lab stuff, I haven't even started stats yet, so I'll no doubt fail that, too. I just want this week to be over.

I had such a lovely

I had such a lovely nap!! but when I woke up it was cold and rainy, and I didn't want to go to class. LOL But it's good that I did, 'cause I got two essays back, and both were 10/10. So yay!

Off to study, I suppose. Stupid yucky icky lab quiz.

I think TNN is jumping

I think TNN is jumping around with Picket Fences. It's always hard to tell, unless I get a look at Jimmy and Jill's boys. LOL But I know this is a season premiere, or very early in the season, because Max is in therapy for intimacy issues, and she's about to start sleeping with her therapist and become a nymphomaniac. And I think this leads to some really great Max/Kenny scenes. This show is SO bizarre, but I love it!

Okay. Here's my plan for

Okay. Here's my plan for the day.

Class at 10, do the in class assignment for homework credit. Come back, nap from 11-12. Eat lunch. Go to discussion, hand in sad little essays. Come back, study for the quiz from 2:30-4:30, study for Stats from 4:30-5:30. Go to lab, take the quiz. Come back, study for stats from 7:30-8:30. Go take stats test. Come back and go to sleep.

So it won't be the funnest day ever. <.g> But it'll be manageable! And that counts for something. Plus, it started out pretty well. Granted, I'm exhausted right now, but O-town helped Carson host TRL today, and they seemed like relatively sane people, which was fun. And then, I came upstairs, turned on Arthur, and it was one of my absolute favorites - Ballad of Buster Baxter!!! Art Garfunkel as the singing narrator to the story. "He's a sad, sad bunny! A sad, sad bunny!" "Hey, that's not sounding like a sad song." (somberly)"He's a sad, sad bunny. A sad, sad, sad, sad bunny." Besides, I only have one class tomorrow. Wheeee! So, yeah, it'll be something like waking up at 6:30, working out, going back to bed until 9:30, and heading to class. LOL

Time to get ready and face this oh, so fun day.

November 07, 2001

Kate is learning the dance

Kate is learning the dance routine to Pop. <.giggle> She just demonstrated how much she knows - which is a lot, no matter what she says. LOL I think it would be fun to learn, but I'm probably better off watching her and Aarti and giggling. I have NO sense of rhythm, and dancing has always been pretty far beyond me. Maybe I'll learn the routine to "God Must Have Spent" instead. ; ) (It was "choreographed" with the little fan in mind. I think it consists of pointing and stretching. LOL!)

Time for bed! Time for bed! Screw tests and quizzes, sleep deprivation will do me no good.

Finished typing one EPS, can't

Finished typing one EPS, can't bring myself to type the other just yet. LOL I'm so bad. I'm trying to figure out if I can miss Lang Dev tomorrow - I adore the class, and we're getting our tests back, and an assignment, but I have to find SOME time to study for the quiz and stats test tomorrow night. I was completely sure I knew NOTHING about this stats unit, but apparently some sunk in, as there were several I was able to answer correctly on the practice exam. But I still need to review. And while I know facial bones fairly well, it's pretty damn obvious after today's exam that I don't know the muscles from labs 8 and 9, which are also on the quiz. So. Yeah, needing to study pretty damn badly. If I missed that class, then I could study from 2-5:30, which is a nice amount of time, plus then having the time after the quiz, from about 7:15-8:20, to study more for stats. All that studying time sounds so lovely.

And now that I've finished slurping down my Code Red Mountain Dew, I am ready to ignore everthing I've written in this sad little essay and type it up anyway.

Whooo! After about seven hours,

Whooo! After about seven hours, the internet FINALLY came back.

The exam SUCKED. It was horrible, awful, unbelievably icky. I swear to God, I heard people behind me almost whimpering. There were things I very clearly and definitely knew, but those weren't nearly as often as I'd have liked. See, I knew concepts and facts very well. I know less about the body, and he asked a lot of questions about muscles. <.sigh> But it's done, I guess.

I've been super unproductive all day. I totally crashed after the test - I was sleepy, hungry, restless, bored, it was no fun. Finally, at 6, I went downstairs and made myself dinner - chicken nuggets and stuffed potato skin bits - and brought my EPS paper down with me. I actually wrote it! I guess being out of my room helped a lot.

So I have to type them up, watch WW, review some Stats and go over quiz stuff again. I'm hoping for a slightly early bedtime tonight - maybe 11? That'd be super nice.

PJ O'Rourke is on the

PJ O'Rourke is on the Daily Show - I LIKE him!!! I must buy his books.

I've been studying for over and hour now. I definitely know some things. I know that much. <.g> I'm afraid that I'm not studying everything, though. I'm not always entirely sure about origins and insertions of muscles, but I have a pretty good idea of where nearly all of them are, and that's supposed to help a great deal. It better. LOL Otherwise, all I got going for me is drinking my morning pink lemonade out of a Ravenclaw cup to get some Ravenclaw brains, and hoping sleeping with my notes under my pillow helped osmosis do it's trick.

I don't know. I'm feeling a little better about the exam. Although that could be resignation settling in. <.g> I don't know. I'm not entirely sure I know anything, or nothing. I guess I'll just keep plugging away. Send happy, lucky, knowledgeable thoughts my way, please!

Went to bed at midnight

Went to bed at midnight again, which I think is pretty damn good. But nysnc was supposed to be on Clueless this morning at 6:30, which Kate and I were going to work out to, but even though TV Guide channel told us it was on, WB doesn't seem to start their programming until 7. Grrrrrrr!! I mean, I would have taken the extra hour or two of sleep if I had known they wouldn't be on. <.g> Oh, well, I guess. I worked out and that can't be all bad. <.g>

Yeesh, I'm terrified about this test. <.sigh> After Arthur, I'll take a shower and start studying some more, I guess. I really want it to be over at this point. I also really want to do well, but I don't know if that's possible at this point.

November 06, 2001

Okay, let's work on some

Okay, let's work on some anatomy and physiology, shall we? If I have to do this, so do you.

I know about the lungs. Spongy, porous, R 3 lobes and L 2 lobes (because the heart fits in there). Pleury encases each lung, the fluid makes the friction less. The sac has two parts - outer is costal and lines the thoracic cavity, inner is pulmonary and surrounds the lungs specifically.

Framework for respiration - spinal column (7 C, 12 T, 5 L, 1 Coccyx), rib cage (12 ribs, 1-7 are true and connect to sternum, 8-12 are false and attach up to #7, 12 is floating and only attaches to spine), pectoral girdle (clavicle and scapula), pelvic girdle (iliac crest, pubic crest).

Two muscles on the back are possibly for inspiration - trapezious (upper back) and latismus dorsi (below that).

Exhalation is passive, needs gravity and elasticity. 4 ab muscles contract and lower the rib cage and compress the ab walls. aporneurosis (broad sheath), external obliques (most exterior of them all, corses medially), internal obliques (perpindicular to externals, course laterally), transverse abdominus (deepest, runs horizontally around).

TLC = maximun air lungs can hold (total lung capacity)
REL = reach this when done exhaling out - still lots of air left (resting expiratory level)
FRC = doesn't change in a person at any time, stays constant (functional residual capacity)

Take a deep breath to get a louder voice. Vital capacity sharply peaks, as resut of lung pressure. We take 6.3 million breaths a year - don't want it to be taxing.

A male's vocal folds are 29 mm, a woman's are 21. A man's vibrates 120 Hz/sec, while a woman's is about 220, and a child's is approximately 300. Lance's are actually bigger than normal and vibrate slower. Hence his very big adam's apple and deep voice.

Glottis is between the vocal folds. It's about 8 mm long in a man, 6-7 in a woman. Supraglottis is the airway above it, subglottis below. There are false vocal folds above the true ones, they even have the same places of origin and insertion, but they don't actually do much in the way of speaking.

There are many muscles in the larynx. They scare me. Greatly. In fact, most of the muscles do. I better go review them. I might post them in the morning for us all to delight in. Don't you love me?

So I cleaned my room,

So I cleaned my room, ate dinner, and called mom. Made things much better. Mom called back around 7:50 or so, to tell me that she was really enjoying the episode, and had I seen it before? I explained how NO, this was a new episode, and she said she was sorry she didn't know that, or she would have called at 7 and propped the phone up against the TV for me to listen. <.g> So we stayed on the phone until ten after 8, with the phone close to the TV speakers and her describing what was happening. OH MY GOD!!!!!!! I seriously canNOT believe it. I had thought the music swelling in the finale song was romantic, but oh my GOD I had NO idea!!!!!!!! So happy happy excited! I bounced for a long time.

Which was bad, because Lauren and I were trying to study. <.g> I am so terrified about this test. I know some things now, more than I did. I really need to know more though. So I'm going to head off to study and try NOT to fall asleep. Wish me luck.

From the two K's, Are

From the two K's, Are You a Blogaholic?

I got a 60/100:
You are a dedicated weblogger. You post frequently because you enjoy weblogging a lot, yet you still manage to have a social life. You're the best kind of weblogger. Way to go!

Well, I post frequently, and enjoy blogging, but that social life? Hmmm. Working on it. <.g>

LOL!!! Biz posted the neatest

LOL!!! Biz posted the neatest thing she wrote today - if today's media was reporting World War II. It's funny, but it's also very true, which is rather sad. I guess that's the problem with 24 hours news channels.

I remember this Picket Fences

I remember this Picket Fences episode!!!!! Where Max tries to adopt baby Cara, who she helped deliver, when Cara's mom goes on the run. Fabulous episode - I remember being so sad that my tape chopped off the end. This was when I was first learning to program my VCR, for this show and SeaQuest. <.giggle> Oh, geez!!! They put a pig's liver in Della Reese! I remembered that suddenly, right before Jill announced it. Man, I love this show. I'm so excited it's on when I can watch it - I can't wait to see the Thanksgiving episode where Max and Kenny almost kissed, and the later seasons when Max was a nymphomaniac and then when they got together and got married. This was such a fun, fun show. <.g>

So sleepy. LOL Well, I

So sleepy. LOL Well, I said I would go to bed by midnight, and I did. Turned off the light at 11:57. LOL I did all of the FAFSA that I could, I need to ask my mom for tax information and that's it. So that's good. And I'm calling work-places after EPS today. So really, I could probably lay down and doze for an hour or so. <.giggle> Probably won't, though. Shower, eat, watch Picket Fences (no Avonlea until next week) and study is probably my plan. Although since studying happens on my bed, perhaps I should set my alarm just in case...

November 05, 2001

I'm so TIRED!!!! ARGH! I'd

I'm so TIRED!!!! ARGH! I'd give anything to go to bed now. I pretty much finished the essay - I can finish it as I type it up on Wednesday afternoon. I did some studying, plus Lauren is coming over tomorrow night to study with me. That'll do us both a world of good.

Tomorrow morning, I'm going to work out again. Despite the fact that I've been in pain for about two hours now. <.g> That was obnoxious, it just springing up on me! But after that's done, I'll work some more on FAFSA and take a shower. Go to EPS, come back and call the law firm and where I think Aunt Chrisane works. Go to lab, come back and copy my stats notes from the web. Go to Lang Dev, come back and study for 375 alone and then with Lauren. Go to bed at a decent hour, wake up and start all over again.

I just have to get through this week - I only have one test to study for next week. I can do this. Really.

Well, I studied some. Writing

Well, I studied some. Writing EPS now, although you can't really tell that. Hopefully I'll be done with this by 8, and can do FAFSA during Angel. I didn't call the law firm, so I'll do that after EPS tomorrow morning at 11, plus I'll try and call Aunt Chrisane to see if her department here needs a new employee.

Oh, but I love very nice people who uploaded all 11 songs from tomorrow's Buffy. <.g> Amazing. James Marsters has the most amazingly sexy voice I've ever heard - blows Lance out of the water. LOL Amber Benson has an amazing voice, and her duet with Tony Head is incredible. Nick Brendon isn't very good, but that's okay, because his and Emma Caulfield's song is still sweet and happy. Very 1930s - can't wait to see them dancing! So out of the 68 minute episode, I'm only missing the 13 minutes of dialogue. Sweet. <.g>

My Physiology teacher SUCKS. The

My Physiology teacher SUCKS. The test is Wednesday, right? He asks quickly if we have any questions, and then didn't let us ask questions! A few people called his attention to the fact that they had their hands raised, and he let them ask their questions. And then basically dismissed them, and refused to answer anything because "he didn't want to rehash what we'd already gone over." HellO!!!!!! What else is a review?! UGH. I swear, he doesn't want us to pass.

My to-do list today: Study 375, write an EPS, start filling out FAFSA, and call about at least one job.

<.whimper> Help.

Okay, I'm kinda really sleepy.

Okay, I'm kinda really sleepy. LOL Went to bed at 1:30, woke up at 6:30 to work out with Kate. ::glares towards Kate:: Owie. <.g> Oh, well. Lance popped up on my watch to keep me company, and the moment I finished with the weights, Gone came on MTV as a reward. <.giggle>

ACK! Avonlea's not on! I have to find out if this is a new scheduling thing, or a one time thing. I'd be sad if I didn't have Avonlea to wake up to every morning. : (

I'm quite sure I had something to say. But I'm even more sure that I'm very, very hungry and must go eat. So maybe I'll remember later. LOL

November 04, 2001

Well, I HAD been kicking

Well, I HAD been kicking ass. Then MA caught up, and then she scored a 40 point word with Warren. Amazing.

OKay, well, I tried to

OKay, well, I tried to study. LOL I got through all my notes at least once, some twice, and I was able to teach some concepts to Aarti. I think that's pretty good. I'm a little freaked that the test is Wednesday, though. <.whimper> But I will keep plugging away, and I will get a B, damn it. I will.

So what did I do when not studying? Went to Steak and Shake with Kate for dinner - we both decided we had a craving during Buffy. <.g> Came back and watched Toy Story 2. Watching Uprising, intermixed with some Emmys. We only saw a handful of awards, but only two winners where there to accept, which was so odd to watch. But YAY West Wing!!!! Didn't see if any of the actors won, but I saw that award. Helped Kate add things to her sidebar and post a picture in her post. I also came up with a new design for here, and a new one for her blog, for when we get our own domain name. Hers combines Mickey Mouse with JC, and will probably take way more effort than I think it will. <.giggle> Mine will, too, but at least I know how to do it. For the most part. <.g>

Damn! Playing Literati with MA. First time I'm really not trying, just playing to play, and I'm kicking ass. I don't get it! LOL Oh, well.

I'm super tired. Kinda silly to play with MA this late, but we always have such a good time. And Kate's waking me up at 6:30 to work out with her and Aarti. We'll see if that actually happens. <.giggle>

So, went to check out

So, went to check out the place. It was REALLY nice. Only problem is that it was way farther than we had thought - three blocks away from the campus. Other than that, though, it was perfect. And yet, back to the drawing board.

Had a lovely conversation with my parents today. Daddy was in a good mood, and we had fun chatting together. Then, Kate and I decided we were hungry, so we headed to the kitchen. I took out my Messipes cookbook (microwave recipes for children), and started going through it. We ended up making baked apples - core and peel the apples, stuff the center with butter and brown sugar, top with cinnamon and microwave for 2.5 minutes. That's it! It was SO yummy. I think I'll make it again this week, only use it to top my waffles. And I was thinking I could make apple pancakes for my family on Thanksgiving. That would be SO fun.

Have I mentioned that I REALLY don't want to study? ARGH! I got nothing done today, I swear. I feel bad. I guess I did too much yesterday. <.giggle>

OOOH! 15 minutes to Band Candy! Maybe I'll bring my stuff into Kate's room and make her watch it while we study. <.g>

I'm bored. Hate studying. Doing

I'm bored. Hate studying. Doing it, but hating it. Anyone wanna give me their phone number and let me call them? I have oodles upon oodles (3000) weekend minutes that I never use. C'mon, help me use them!! I'd call my Jennie-girl, but she's sick, and should be sleeping, and I don't know anyone else's! (Well, except Kate, but it's kinda silly to call my own home when I could just go downstairs to talk to her. <.giggle>) I have that nifty program where a long distance call doesn't count as anything but a regular call, so that doesn't matter a whit. <.g> Please, help a bored college student in need...

From May, what Buffy characters

From May, what Buffy characters are you most like? My top five are Willow, Dawn, Buffy, Oz, and Tara. LOL That sounds about right! Got the bookiness, the music, the quietness...the brattiness? LOL Oh, well, still sounds good to me.

Does anyone else have a

Does anyone else have a bizarrely structured morning routine? <.g> I just noticed this today. I wake up facing the wall, flip over to hit the snooze and stay facing that side for ten minutes. The alarm goes off and I hit snooze again, flipping back towards the wall for ten more minutes. The alarm goes off again, I turn it off, I turn on the TV and if it's a weekday, doze to Lois and Clark/Avonlea and if it's a weekend, turn on TCM and wake up. Today I'm watching a Greta Garbo movie, and Sweet Charity is on next. <.giggle>

Okay, must take a shower and start working at a decent hour today. I have various things to write, plus Kate and I are going to check out a two bedroom place at around 3. It's not ideal, but the roommate search isn't going extremely well and it sounds like a really nice place. The bedroom are both fairly big, and there's even a washer and dryer in there - I might actually get laundry done on a regular basis. LOL So we'll see how that goes.

Gosh, I just realized - this is a Book Club weekend on Scullyfic, and no one is talking about it! Poor Kris. I'm sure she had some great questions planned. But I just didn't like the movie Where the Heart Is, and I didn't want to even attempt the book. Man, I hope people don't blow off Bellwhether on my weekend!!

November 03, 2001

I am SO sleepy!! I

I am SO sleepy!! I lost both games of Literati we played, but at least the second game I was CLOSE. LOL I love how I either win or lose spectacularly. <.giggle>

Geez, can't believe it's Saturday night. I so do not want my weekend to end!! This week is gonna suck. Wednesday, 375 exam. Thursday, 375 quiz and stats exam. I HAVE to do well on both 375 things. I mean, really well. Really, really, really, really well. Ugh. At least I know I'll do okay naming the facial bones on the quiz. I'm better with bones than muscles.

Off to bed, so I can study my ass off tomorrow. Whoopee.

Playing Literati with Gen

<.giggle> Playing Literati with Gen and MA. My first word? Lance. Hee hee!

In the thirty minutes I've

In the thirty minutes I've been watching the game, Arizona has scored nine runs. I came in when they had three. I'm, like, numb. I'm a bad luck charm! They just said that every Diamonback who'd been at bat got either a run or an RBI in. Ick.

TEN?! TEN?! Oh my GOD!

TEN?! TEN?! Oh my GOD! I swear Arizona just had seven runs in! Where'd TEN come from?! Man, they were doing better when I wasn't watching. LOL

Band Candy! Band Candy! Band

Band Candy! Band Candy! Band Candy is on tomorrow! YAY!!!!

And now new Buffy. Happy, happy.

Whooo! Did my stats!!! Ended

Whooo! Did my stats!!! Ended up with an 83% and 91% respectively, which I think works out nicely. And it took so long because I read all the chapters, so I studied, too. Nice! So I'll start reading for 376 after Buffy at 8, and everything will be crossed off on my list. YAY!!!

Found more super fun nsync

Found more super fun nsync slash stories! Yay! Unlike Matthew, most of these (most, not all <.g>) are just sweet little PG-ish stories. So, of all of them, I'd rec Abnormal Situations and Basez/Baisez. 'Cause they're cute and funny. <.g>

Whoo, updated my sidebar! New

Whoo, updated my sidebar! New blogs and all, very fun.

Plus, I decided that at 3, I'll let myself have some popcorn. <.g> While working on Stats homework, which i WILL do. Really.

Well, I'm being productive today.

Well, I'm being productive today. I'm just not exactly limiting it to what's on my list. LOL I helped Kate get some cool things on her blog, which was fun. And I straightened up my room. Both are good, yet not cross-off-able. <.g> I did write a poem, though. It was a BAD poem. <.g> I don't think it's submittable. But I guess it was fun writing it. Which I suppose is a good thing, considering I'll most likely be writing another tonight that IS submittable. LOL

I suppose Stats is next. <.sigh> Yuck. I'm hungry. Wish I had food around.

Okay, finished Josh's site, writing

Okay, finished Josh's site, writing a poem and eating lunch now. I can be a good girl and get all my work done, really!

Well, I intended to work

Well, I intended to work on Josh's page. Then I found the Buffy musical promos linked off of Brandon's journal. Oh my GOD I can't wait for this episode!!!! You guys get it Tuesday, I have a full week to wait. But Buffy and Spike!!!!!!! Anya and Xander!!!!! Willow and Tara!!!!! Giles! Spike! Evil bunnies! AHHHHH!!!! I have to hear all of these songs in full. I'll be downloading come Tuesday night or Wednesday, I'm sure. Oh, it's going to be AWESOME!!!! I, too, have the 2.5 minute promo on loop right now. So exciting!!

Yay, it's Buffy day! Very

Yay, it's Buffy day! Very fun indeed.

Also very fun - I watched some WENN last night! Who's Scott Sherwood, The New Actor, and Two for the Price of One. I have such the desire to write Scotty/Hilary right now, after seeing them doing Simmons the gardener. <.giggle> But sadly, no time for that. Unless my poem is from Hilary's perspective. LOL

Okay, this is my schedule for the weekend:
Saturday:
write poem
study 376 exam
stats hw
study stats exam
update Josh's site

Sunday:
write veggie draft
study 376 quiz
write one EPS

I think that's fairly manageable. Some of today's will most likely end up being done tomorrow, but that's fine.I figure I'll study stats while doing the homework, so there's two birds with one stone. Which is really a gruesome phrase. Ick! Plus, studying for the 376 exam is pretty much studying for the quiz, as well, so there's two more. I really have to figure a way to modify that phrase without hitting birds with a stone. LOL

Maybe I'll start with Josh's site, 'cause that'll be fastest, then take a shower and get ready. Sounds like a plan. :nod:

November 02, 2001

It feels so much later

It feels so much later than 9:30! Wow. I just set my alarm for tomorrow morning, deciding that 9:30 was a reasonable time, and realized that if I went to bed now, as planned, that was 12 hours of sleep. Yikes! I can't believe it's so early. Maybe I'll watch a movie in bed. It's been a long week, and this one's going to be even longer. <.sigh>

Okay, so the Insight cable

Okay, so the Insight cable lady was less than nice, but I got this month's total and can send off a check. So that's all good.

Let's see...25 minutes until I can register. I can copy Meghan's notes now, and start Stats. Then I can leave at 1 to drop the notes off and get FAFSA, be back for GH. Lovely.

So I called the law

So I called the law firm about the receptionist job. They sound pretty nice. Of course, I should have asked how many hours a week they wanted and could I work weekends, because those are questions I want to know before I make the long haul out there. Not that I know if it's a long haul, but it took me 20 minutes to find a bus line that seems to run by them. I located them and me on a map, and it doesn't look very far. Well, yeah, okay, it kinda does. Wish I had a license. But she said there was a bus stop right across the street from them, and I think the 2 Red line will get me one block away. There's one that seems to go right in front of them, but I'm not sure how to connect to it. Best to take one where I don't have to make transfers. LOL

I also called financial aid and it's not too late to fill out a FAFSA. So I'm going to head over there at 1, after dropping off Meghan's notes at her place. Then I'll be doing pretty damn well on my to do list. Time to fine the cable company's number.

Hee hee, Miggie! Actually, I'm

Hee hee, Miggie! Actually, I'm a Braves and Cubs fan. But when it comes to this series, I go for the Yankees. And I'm not exactly gloating, just being very very happy. <.giggle>

I so don't want to go to class today! I wasn't going to Audiology anyway, 'cause I'm registering in the middle, so I definitely don't want to hit one class. <.giggle> This is what I have to do today:

Reguster (at 11:40)
Call the cable company because we never got billed in October, and I'd be very sad if my cable went away
Photocopy Meghan's notes and drop them off at her place
Finish stats homework
Call for the secretary job in the paper
Call financial aid place, maybe run over there

Sounds fairly manageable. Especially if I don't go to stats. ; )

Awwww, Gus just left. : ( He proposed to Felicity, who turned him down because her dream is to become a doctor. But then she decided that being a doctor wasn't as important to her as he was, but he knew she would never be happy if she didn't go to med school. But before he left, he gave her back her engagement ring, no strings attached, they kissed, and he said she hasn't seen the last of him yet. Which I knew, but I'm quite excited anyway. I do love them. I love watching Avonlea again, and I can't wait to see the last season to watch how it all ends up. And then start again from the beginning!

November 01, 2001

YANKEES WIN! YANKEES WIN!!!! WHOOOO!

YANKEES WIN! YANKEES WIN!!!! WHOOOO! One more game and they win the series!!!!! YEAH!!!!!

Oh, good heavens! LOL Okay,

Oh, good heavens! LOL Okay, here's the thing. Nsync's next leg of the tour starts in April. Kate and I obviously plan to join the fanclub and get the club tickets for the Chicago concert, because those seats are almost always awesome. Plus, we've made plans to go see the Atlanta concert. (Bear in mind that no dates have been released. <.g> This is all conjencture.) Her friend knows the hotel where the guys always stay, and can get us a room on their secured floor. For, you know, $320 a night. But divivided by, like, 5 or 6 of us at least, and that won't be too bad. LOL But yeah. Concert tickets at maybe $80 each, that hotel room (which comes with free drinks and hor douves or HOWEVER you spell it, which is good, because we couldn't afford to eat/drink anything otherwise! LOL!), driving to Atlanta, the fanclub...Kate's estimating this at like $500 or something. I'm like, ACK!!!! Geez, I never spent that much in one year on something that I really loved, like Buffy or XF, let alone a music group! So I really really need to get a job, and financial aid next semester. I'm going to call a place about a secretary job tomorrow - I can fit some job time in this semester, I guess, but I know I can work a LOT next sem. Most days, class doesn't start until 1 or 3. On Fridays, I have a 9 or 10 am, but then free the rest of the day. So I think that I can pull 10-15 hours a week next semester, which would be greatly helpful.

$500...on Nysnc...I don't know if that's actually worth it. <.giggle> But it would be SO much fun to go on a road trip to Atlanta - see my new baby cousin, Issac Jared Tormey, born October 30, see my grandfather, see MA and the other Atlanta GBabes...and just have a road trip! Be a typical college student for once. I guess we'll see as it gets closer. : )

My BOYS!!!!!!! WHOOO!!!!! Score was

My BOYS!!!!!!! WHOOO!!!!! Score was 0-2, Yanks down by two, bottom of the ninth, two outs, and we have TIED THE FREAKING SCORE!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! Go, Yankees!!! Whoooo!!!!!!!!!

Sucks to live with no baseball fans. I get weird looks for running up and down the hall, cheering. But they TIED IT!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so exciting. Even if they don't win, they played their damn hearts out and TIED THE GAME!!!!!!!!

Kate's up and running! With

Kate's up and running! With little help from me. LOL Go, her!

I've been running back and forth between her room and mine all night. Mom's freaking out, doesn't want to run for USSAAC pres anymore. I think she's terrified she'd lose, and terrified she'd win. She's getting into this philosophical debate with herself to me about why she's stonewalling herself and what she really wants. I feel bad - I can't tell if she really wants to do this or not, or what her reasons for agreeing to run were in the first place. I want to help, but she's so confused.

I keep seeing XF commericals that make me very worried about baby William. I refuse to believe there is anything wrong with baby William.

Wheee! My roommate has a

Wheee! My roommate has a blog now! (And she's currently reading mine. Eeek? <.g>) Everyone say hi to Kate, who is Wandering Aimlessly. Okay, so the blog isn't fully operational yet. Let's not be surprised, I was teaching her how. Everyone knows Krissy ended up doing 75% of mine for me, too. LOL So, when faced with an HTML crisis, I did what do I best - e-mailed Kristine for help. <.blush> Sorry, Lady K! It's just that you, you know, actually know what you're doing, and I tend to work on trial and error, which is hard to do when directing somebody else. <.giggle>

Turned in my paper, think I did super well on my Lang Dev exam, quite sleepy now. LOL I think I'll update my sidebar while ER's on, and head to bed early!